Sunday, November 29, 2009

I just want to run away.
like seriously
Why am i feeling this way..
and this is bad
i dont want to turn out to be like
the last time.

oh god.
help me..
oh god,
is it okay if
im leaving
just for the time being??

.:Abdul Mustaqim Bin Mustafa:. @ 23:55

sometimes, what she wants
makes me think that
im nott for it.

WHY?

do i have to impress
to keep on going?

this is not ego..
this is my life

.:Abdul Mustaqim Bin Mustafa:. @ 13:28

Saturday, November 21, 2009

urgh..i need to believe in myself.

.:Abdul Mustaqim Bin Mustafa:. @ 23:34

Monday, November 9, 2009

I SERIOUSLY NEED A JOB!

.:Abdul Mustaqim Bin Mustafa:. @ 00:08

Friday, November 6, 2009

Forcing myself up.
why cant i just be myself?
why cant i just be the normal taqim?
i mean whats wrong now?

im confused.
but i rather not
fall deeply for that.

i really need sometime alone
where nobody can disturb me.

why cant i feel the importance for my life than the others?

.:Abdul Mustaqim Bin Mustafa:. @ 01:29